Sinister Resistance

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  • zinar7@livejournal.com
Greetings. I'm a middle-of-the-road, startingly average twenty-two-year old. I'm a stuck-up, scruffy-lookin', half-witted nerfherder studying for a ################ masters degree at the University of Southampton. I adore music in pretty much every form and it remains my biggest passion; I am complete adoration of AFI (A Fire Inside), and have been for many years. I play rhythm guitar and write songs for three, count three, rock bands with varying degrees of success. I love movies, video games, TV and anime, and frittering away the rest of my spare time spending far too much time on the internet looking at an almighty amount random crap; it's just in my nature.

I'm opinionated, crass, overly childish, cynical, pessimistic, self-loathing, self-deprecating, uncontrollable, energetic, spiked, dark, light, popularistic, interested, shy, friendly, overactive, crescendous, disappointing, intelligent, mindful, dreamy, obscure, altruistic, random, kickass, loving, consoling, warm, closet, inferior and dependable. I like to hear about new things, people, opinions, experiences and thoughts. I'm open-minded yet holier-than-thou, in a typically loving fashion. I like cake.I deplore people who think they're better than me, but respect people who genuinely are. I'm possibly both the coldest, and warmest person you're ever likely to meet, and usually at the same time. I wish I had wings. I'm often lightyears away from the first impressions I exude. I'm afraid of the dark. I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I drink in moderation and apart from my weakness for copious amounts of strong black coffee, my only vices are quoting 4chan memes way more often any sane person should, and dancing badly at pretty much every oppurtunity. I've never been to another continent. I'm fragile, splintered and almost nothing like the overbearing, confident, metal kid my persona might hint that I am. I'm also useless at writing about myself.

Which you've probably already guessed by now.

I'm creative, though I don't have the time to be. I'm also highly imaginative, but with a tangential mind which has a tendency to run so far askew that other people have trouble keeping up. I write my own music and not-very elaborate guitar interludes, and in the realm of random e-mails and pointless blogs/journals, I'm unrivalled. I like provoking my own thoughts, logicality, opinions and interest. And overall, I'm sensitive, mysterious, elusive, delirious and sometimes extra-terrestrial. Try and catch me when I'm not.

I'm currently at Southampton University studying ################, at the same time fuelling my passions for coffee and kickass power metal. Meh.

I more regularly update a blog at (http://zinar7.livejournal.com), regularly fail to update my website (http://zinar7.momentary-lapse.co.uk), and fool around on the Nuclear Lobster Myspace: (http://www.myspace.com/nuclearlobster). Eep.